love(blegh)

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and another thought (not about love): i derive a lot of joy from extremely simple and mostly unexpected things. for example, what made me happiest the other day:

my roommate ellen and i were walking to our morning class and on the way we run into alex and heidi (friends who live a street away) who are also walking to class. i shrieked, smiled, trotted over to join them and enjoyed the walk, all four of us together.

after class, vietnamese food with alex. i got a fortune (are vietnamese restaurants even supposed to have fortune cookies? must research) stating i'd 'be successful in [my] next endeavor.' fuck yeah! i aced that 50-page reading and comprehensive, typed, printed summary in 2.5 hours, then went to my next class. yahoooooooo

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okay..... is it reeeeeeeeeeally possible i am still thinking about this dude?
love is such a fucking trippy/tricky/nauseating/silly/best thing.